HOME AGAIN

 

You take the tracks down through industry plains

about 30 miles or so

At the end of the line you'll find my town,

Where the down and the dead people go

The tracks lead straight to a red brick wall,

about 75 feet square

The back sides of buildings to either side,

Looks like a dead end but don't despair

See that light shining through the haze

from the alley to the right

Down the alley you've got to go,

Don't be afraid, it'll be all right

 

Home again

To a place that only seems to be

Home again

A place I visit in my dreams

 

They used to call it Hooverville

when it finally got a name

Fifty years on it was Reaganville,

but it all seemed to look the same

Population's grown from times unknown

and places seldom seen

Every color and pride bought a one way ride

To industrial hell and the western dream

 

Home again

To a place that only seems to be

Home again

A place I visit in my dreams

 

Well I've got my own favorite places here,

Friends' back street apartments and flats

The boulevard backshops and booklands

Or uptown where the Chateau and the legacy stands

 

And sometimes I'm back in school again

From grade school through to college

And I never know what I'm doing there

And I feel like I'm crazy and I have to pretend

I'm all right...It's all right...

Everything is all right

But I'm full of shit, don't you know it

I'm scared and don't know what to do

There's community here but I don't belong

An impostor they laugh with and refuse to see through

 

So I'm

Home again

To a place that only seems to be

Home again

A place I'll visit in my dreams

 

In a place so ugly and full of despair

For all of us rogues there's still something there

Adventure and the force of life,

Air of damp electrical autumn nights

Ivy hills in the suburbs by the grey morning light

10 a.m. and the schedule has been thrown out of sight

 

The boulevard waits and the scenes portend

I'm out of the structure and into the cracks once again

 

Meet me there

When all is said and done

I hope to be as free

As when I'm on the run

 

Free to haunt the odd places I love best

Meet me there

We'll put things to the test

And we'll be

 

Home again

To a place that only seems to be

Home again

A place I'll visit in your dreams...

 

G.S., 6/2/91

 

GS: guitar, bass, electric drums, vocal

 

photo: Ken Zelinka 

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